Don't Call Me Kath!

YACHT at The Crocodile

2012-02-09T15:50:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pI7wJjC5eys&feature=related

Last night, my friend, (an ER doctor) asked me to join her to see an amazing band(s) play at the Crocodile in Seattle. I note that she is an Er doctor because she was running on 2 hours of sleep and had to be to the hospital by 7 in the morning......AND she STILL had enough energy to dance her little arse off. I had 10 minutes to get ready before she picked me up. It was an amazing concert. The lead singer reminds me of Annie Lennox. We were RIGHT in the front and even got to meet the bands. So fun.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2V3IwQiGD4

The last song " Shangri-La" was the encore song. The energy in that room was incredible. The way the lead singer moves is ballet/yoga like. They are from Portland but, are living in La now. I just know they are going to get BIG.

2012-02-08T17:00:00.000-08:00

This year has already started off with a BANG!! Lots of "firsts." I was asked to read my poetry at open mic at The Harbor House last night. Although I have written poetry since Iwas knee high, I had never been to an open mic event before. I was nervous and all shaky but, it went well and a lot of people came out to support me. Next month I will slow it down a bit. I was in a rush to just get through it. It was invigorating and reminded.me of how very much I love writing poetry.

The Rainbow Fish

2012-01-29T15:45:00.000-08:00

Let's start with the fact that I have NEVER acted. Despite this lil problem, my director friend, Gabe asked me to play the lead role in his upcoming play at Kidimu, "The Rainbow Fish."

Nevermind that I get stage fright, or that it is 24, YES, 24 pages of memorizing, or that people are PAYING to see the show, or that I have to not only perform it for 4 days, but, again the month after in Poulsbo at the Jewel Box theater for 6 shows! As soon as he told me that the entire time that he was writing the script, he was thinking of me as the Rainbow Fish, I was sold. Vanity wins every time. Coincidentally, this is the Rainbow Fish's issue as well. Go figure. Wink wink.

The Adventures of Nate the Great

2012-01-21T13:03:00.001-08:00

I keep finding these photos on Facebook. Nathan and his friends sure like to dress up, make movies, take funny photos and play pranks on each other. Obviously there are some perks to having friends on the cheerleading squad. Doesn't Nathan look cute in a skirt?

Shane is in Los Angeles

2012-01-20T00:43:00.000-08:00

This was taken 7 years ago on a white water rafting trip that we took together. HAWT.

Nuff said..........

Obviously I am missing him something fierce. He's only been gone two days, but with a face like his.....two days is too long. Can't wait until he is back home next week. Safe travels baby!

Hotel vacation....

2012-01-18T23:08:00.000-08:00

On Sunday, we headed out to the Silverdale Beach hotel to enjoy their pool/hot tub/sauna/television!! Monday was a holiday so no school for the kiddos. Myron spent the night at a buddies.

I love it when my kids get along. :) We were so excited to watch TV because we don't have television at home. After an hour, we all had our fill of it....Too much garbage on TV!

The kids wanted Taco Bell and Shane and I didn't have the stomach for it, so, we took Mae out to dinner at our favorite Italian restaurant, Campanas. It was fun to spend that time with her away from home and the other kids.
My favorite...seafood fettucini.....yum.
It was a lot of fun and now the kids are home again because of the snow....snow you say? Why yes....4 whole inches of it and everything is shut down. Very funny for a girl that spent part of her childhood in Alaska. :)

The Outsiders part deux

2012-01-17T18:11:00.000-08:00

So far, I have been to 4 shows. It keeps getting better and better! Myrons friend Liam came with me the first night. Opening nights are so great because there is free food (good food) and drinks. Yum. So, Shane and I went together for that and then I ended up being asked to do the hair and makeup for the cast, so I got to go again and again.
Myron has had such a positive experience. He and his cast have become like a family and they are some terrific kids. Myron is an amazing actor and I can't wait to see him in his next play.

I was asked by my director friend, to play the lead role in his upcoming play. I have never acted, but after some gentle persuasion, I agreed. It's a lot of memorizing, but, I am excited to do it.

Myron will be in the play with me.
Too bad my eyes were shut in the below photo. Myron looks so good though, I decided to take one for the team and post the photo anyways.
I am so incredibly proud of him. The play is amazing and I hope that you all get a chance to get out and see it before the show ends.

"The Outsiders"

2012-01-10T17:34:00.000-08:00

Opening This Week: THE OUTSIDERS

January 13 - 22
Fridays & Saturdays @ 7:30 p.m. + Sundays @ 3:00 p.m.
Pay-What-You-Can-Preview: Thursday, January 12 @ 7:30 p.m.

Opening Night Reception: Friday, January 13 @ 6:30 p.m.

Eli Pitasky, Ryan Henesey, Payten Marshall, Micah Bobiak; Photo: Deirdre Hadlock

S. E. Hinton's book The Outsiders has been read by millions of teenagers and has influenced young adults around the world. Though set in 1960s rural Oklahoma, this coming-of-age play - with its themes of family strife, class division, and bullying - is immediate and relatable. Suitable for "PG-13" Audiences. THE OUTSIDERS is produced by special arrangement with DRAMATIC PUBLISHING.

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Myron is going to be in the production of "The Ousiders" at our local theater. The actress Dinah Manoff is
directing and he has been insanely busy for the last 3 months in preparation for this amazing play.
I hope those of you that are local can make it out to a show!

I am attaching his schedule as of late. It wasn't this intense in November/December, but oh man...now it is!

The Outsiders rehearsal & performance Schedule & conflicts updated 12/20

Tuesday 12/20 6:00-9:30 Lobby no Kris D, Rowan, no Michelle, Thomas, Alex

Ryan H., Micah, Audrey, Rowan, Kris D., Eli, Ryan O., Dashiell, Payten, Arie, Dylan, Michelle, Robert, Arthur, Kris T - scenes TBD

Wednesday 12/21 6:00-9:30 no Kris D, Rowan, Morgan, Michelle, Thomas, Alex

Full Cast, musicians- Run-thru whole show

Wednesday 12/28 6:00-9:30 no Dylan, Rowan, Michelle, Thomas

Cade, Johnny, Thomas, Mira, Myron, Trent, Liam, Alex, Ryan H., Eli, Ryan O., Dashiell, Paten, Shaun - fight choreography for Rumble

Thursday 12/29 6:00-9:30 no Dylan, Rowan

Cade, Johnny, Thomas, Mira, Myron, Trent, Liam, Alex, Ryan H., Eli, Ryan O., Dashiell, Paten, Shaun - fight choreography for Rumble

Monday 1/2 6:00-9:30 possibly no Morgan, Libby & D’arcy late, 6:45

Full Cast, musicians- Run-thru, press will be attending rehearsal

Wednesday 1/4 5:30-9:30 no Alex

Full Cast, musicians- work TBD

Costume Parade

Thursday 1/5 6:00-9:30 no Alex

Full Cast, musicians- Run-thru

Full Cast & musicians for the following rehearsals and performances;

Saturday 1/7 10:00-5:00 Tech

Monday 1/9 6:00-10:00 Dress

Tuesday 1/10 6:00-10:00 Dress

Wednesday 1/11 6:00-10:00 Dress

Thursday 1/12 6:00 call, 7:30 Preview

Friday 1/13 6:00 call, 7:30 show

Saturday 1/14 6:00 call, 7:30 show

Sunday 1/15 1:30 call, 3:00 matinee

Tuesday 1/17 9:00 call, 10:00 matinee

1:00 matinee

Friday 1/20 6:00 call, 7:30 show

Saturday 1/21 6:00 call, 7:30 show

Sunday 1/11 1:30 call, 3:00 matinee

STRIKE after performance

A Keeper

2012-01-08T01:11:00.000-08:00

So, I have an even better photo, but, can't locate it JUST now. It happens to be my desktop background as well. I don't want you to get the idea that I JUST adore Mae. I mean...I DO. adore. her. I also adore my boys, although, they are stinky, loud, obnoxious, and rude.....

I caught a few photos of Mae sleeping last week and they reminded me of how very much I always wanted a little girl. She is the sweetest, dearest, most thoughtful, little human being in my life. Where my boys want to wrestle me constantly ( and we do)....I have this sweet little girl that wants kisses and cuddles instead. When I apply my makeup, she exclaims "oh mommy, you are so BEAUTIFUL!" I adore her.....I adore them....

This job of "mommy" is the best around.

Friends

2012-01-07T16:41:00.001-08:00

I. heart. my two closest friends right now. Our husbands are all close, we are close. It's a great thing. Last night we all went out to sing karaoke. Turns out....i'm getting pretty good!

After karaoke, we went back to Summer and Toms to play games. I am so thankful that for the first time in our married life, we have couples that we can really hang and be ourselves with AND can keep up with us socially.

We have all been close friends going on two years now and I don't know what I would have done this past year without their support.

Rainy days

2011-12-28T18:20:00.000-08:00

Video games that the kids kick my butt at....(yeah thats peanut butter on a spoon that Mae is eating)
In the meantime....Nathan is at his friend Zachs cooking up an extreme hamburger challenge.

As soon as they finish editing the video, I will share.
Seriously?? Heart Attack! I just spoke with him 10 minutes ago and they are 75% of the way through the burger and not feeling well....

Merry Christmas 2011

2011-12-25T22:43:00.000-08:00

Well....we pulled it off. Another successful Christmas. We didn't spend near what we normally do, and I'd say it was one of the best holidays we have ever had.
All my boys wanted this year were clothes, shoes, cologne...etc. They were happy boys today.
Nathan is fun to shop before. I always know that the most outrageous, ugly, article of clothing, he will adore, hence the hat in the below photo. We bought him a mic stand that he can fit his Itouch into and sing his heart out. I ended up playing with it the most.
All the boys got cell phones. Definitely a favorite present as well.
Rylan almost singing. As soon as I whipped out the camera, he ran away.
Movie night tonight in Myron and Rylans room.

Rylan really really REALLY wanted a BB gun. We normally have a 12 year old age limit to bear arms. Rylan is the exception. Having grown up with 3 big brothers, he is very well educated on gun safety.
ALL Mae wanted was this stupid little white/walking/barking dog. You may remember if you have ever read this blog, that I detest pink,plasticky,cheap, toys. She really really REALLY wanted this dog. I do have to say that.....she adores it. I can't imagine how she would react if it wasn't under the tree this morning.
And so.....the kids are in bed now and daddy and I are going to watch a movie and relax. Happy Holidays to you!

Christmas Eve 2011

2011-12-25T02:16:00.000-08:00

Well.....Santa has finally come......it's nearly 2:30 am and I imagine that I will get about 4 hours of sleep at best. Usually, we go to Mass at the Catholic church. This is a tradition in our family because my father grew up Catholic, although he converted to Mormonism when I was 8 years old. We were invited to New Life. It's a Christian religion that takes place at the Movie Theater.

Our dear friends son did a reading, so we were invited to attend. They have a live band that is AMAZING. Even still, my children "poo pooed" it. Myron especially. He is my little missionary. Even as I am going through yet another state of questioning of my church, he stays strong.

Nathan said as we were leaving "it was a bit much." One of many things I love about the Mormon religion is the modesty of it all. We are humbled and don't need all those bells and whistles. Mae kept asking " can we have popcorn?". This church is neat and modern, but I didn't like how the kids were expected to be separated . Of course my children wanted to remain with us. It was unusual, but fun. I never felt the spirit there. That really hit me. I ALWAYS feel the spirit at our church. ALWAYS. I feel a little abandoned by my church friends. Can I come back?

Who knows. It's not about "them". Its about me, but....I still feel left out. That's another story.

We are excited for Christmas tomorrow. The kids aren't getting what they normally get. I feel okay and appreciative of this. Life is....well....LIFE. It's not always perfect. Things happen. Daddys lose jobs....life is messy. But....we will always be there for each other. We will continue to love each other.....that. is. all.

Happy Birthday Rylan!

2011-12-22T18:07:00.000-08:00

Rylan turned 8 years old today! We had been celebrating a couple of days early, so today was a nice end to all the pre birthday/birthday events. Well, until his party in a couple of weeks. Sheesh!
He really really REALLY wanted a GameCube so he could play his all time favorite game Mario Sunshine. Love those games.
He also really really R E A L L Y wanted a new bed set. Done. Mae wanted to give him a present too..... (see PEN drawing next to his bed on the wall) DOH!
This was the year that he finally got into Erector sets like his pops did growing up.

They spent hours today putting all sorts of things together. He's going to love Christmas. Wink.
Look at those cheeks. Of course he'd want an Oreo Ice Cream cake. That's my little sweet tooth.
I was going to write his birth story...but, I think I might have done that before and it's a loong one. Rylan is the most compassionate, sweet, loving little guy I know. Next month, he will be baptized and finally in Cub Scouts!

Happy Holidays.

Girls Day!

2011-12-21T20:22:00.000-08:00

One of my dearest childhood friends, Gina has two beautiful, spunky, awesome daughters.

Malia and Esme. I have grown quite close to them and when Gina let me know that she would be working a lot this week and not around during the days, I jumped on the opportunity to get some time with them. Today we decided to hit the mall. Originally, we were supposed to go to Seattle, but, we will save that for after Christmas.

Malia wanted to get her one ear re pierced and was on a limited budget, so to Wallyworld we went. Mae has been dying to get hers pierced too, so we decided today was the day as well.

I still don't like them, but, I am hoping they will grow on me.

After that and a fun lunch at Los Cabos, we headed to the mall to see Santa and do some shopping.
The line was incredibly long, but Mae wouldn't budge. When she finally got to sit on Santas lap, she explained to Santa how very irritating her big brother, Rylan, had been lately.

She got a huge laugh out of everyone. Silly girl.
It was a fun day. I sure love those girls.

Ps- Brooke, it's amazing how much they talked about your family! In a good way. :)

Nathan aka survivalist....

2011-12-14T01:15:00.000-08:00

I adore my Nathan. He is unique, well spoken, kind and honest.

Lately, he's been going through some hard times. Kids saying he is doing things he isn't doing.

I remember going through the same thing at his age. Sometimes the kids you hang out with aren't the best kids, but they are kids that accept you for who you are. I love that he is willing to be himself, no matter who judges. He knows exactly who he is. Popularity is not important to him. If anything, he looks down on those that try to fit in . He is not a follower....he is true to who he is.

I am such the proud mama. I found this video tonight that he and his brother made this past summer in our back yard. This will give you just a little insight into the creative, amazing boy he really is.

Christmas Party....

2011-12-11T16:45:00.001-08:00

Last night was Summers annual Christmas party. I am very blessed to have so many close friends. I say that, but come next week the total Christmas party tally will be up to 12 and I am going to be a little grumpy by then. Everyone is having Christmas parties this year!

The girls, Summer, Gina, Jen, me and Elise. We are missing the other 5 girls in this photo.
Nate and Elise
Todd and Gina
Me and Summer....aren't we festive??

Mae is at it again!

2011-12-04T12:53:00.001-08:00

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas!

2011-12-03T18:28:00.000-08:00

We finally got our tree today and started decorating the house. Christmas has come up so quickly. I can't believe it!
Last night we went downtown to the first Friday art walk. The carolers were out. It was very festive.
Summer and I went to the BPA Christmas show. It was wonderful!!
After the show there was a great dance party!
We are all nestled in tonight watching Christmas movies. Tis the season!

Indie Banditas Christmas Show 2011

2011-11-29T19:18:00.000-08:00

What an amazingly successful show! I am SOO relieved and happy it's done and over with.

Wonderful artists, the vibe is always so loving and hip, food was to die for, and the music...indie.

I love what I do.
This was my 5th Christmas show. All in all I have done....9 shows. It feels like more!
I have very exciting things that will be happening with our show next year so stay tuned!

Thanksgiving

2011-11-24T21:05:00.000-08:00

Happy Thanksgiving.

Today I am so thankful for my family, my friends , my freedom of speech and the right to make my own decisions.

We had a lovely time at our close friends house. Their family has really become like ours and it's neat to be just as close with their cousins and sisters families as we are with them.

We laughed a lot, we ate a lot....we danced, we sang.

It was a great time.

Little Girls....

2011-11-20T16:37:00.000-08:00

Ah the joy of trying on your mamas wedding dress for the first time.....

First but definitely not last time, I am sure.

Happy Halloween!

2011-10-31T22:35:00.000-07:00

Wild Waves Fright Night

2011-10-24T18:14:00.000-07:00

We were given 6 free tickets to Wild Waves, so we took the kids last night.

We had a great time. There were virtually no lines. It was wonderful. I love that they have a kids section for the little ones. I say this, but, Mae really really loved all the rides.
She was too short for all the ones she wanted to go on. At one point, she said to the ride person " okay, how bout you take my temperature and see if I am tall enough yet". So funny.

Rylan went on some fun rides too. He was a little nervous, but I went on the one below with him.
It was the only ride I went on. .I gave in and had a fast food hamburger. I can't even remember the last time I ate fast food. Maybe 5 months ago or more. It completely messed my stomach up for the rest of the night and I felt queasy and icky.

I love Mae's face below. She was soo excited and couldn't stop talking ALL NIGHT>

Oh yeah...I went on the carousel too. Mae's favorite. :)

Pumpkin Walk 2011

2011-10-23T13:50:00.000-07:00

Last night was the annual Pumpkin walk on our little Island. We went with our close friends and had a great time.

Mae's favorite pumpkin.

We are headed to WILD WAVES right now for their Fright Fest.....Happy Halloween!

Basketball

2011-10-20T07:57:00.000-07:00

You may not know this about me....but I played basketball in High School.

Yeah, that's right.....short little me. I also played for few years before that.

I only played my freshman year. All the plays were overwhelming for me. I just liked to shoot hoops.
I have been trying to organize a women's basketball group and so far have a few friends interested. Last night, the boys had mutual/scouts, so we went early to play some bball.

My boys were very surprised. There were many giggles and a lot of smack talking.

In the end....I think I impressed them with my skills and new found energy since losing all this weight.
The lame part? I went to attempt a 180 layup and hurt the top of my foot....sprained, twisted? Something not. good. Doesn't feel great today. Good thing I went for my long run yesterday and can take the day off today!

The Outsiders....

2011-10-17T23:43:00.000-07:00

Myron was ASKED to read (not audition like every one else) for the part of Pony Boy in the upcoming BPA play "The Outsiders". He wasn't just asked by anyone...he was asked by my friend, Dinah. I'd include her last name, but I don't want this to come up on google searches.

Unfortunately, my little Myron hasn't acted (unless you count our wards christmas play), and was feeling very shy. So....the part went to someone else. Hush now...i know!

They asked if he would feel more comfortable being in the ensemble. He obliged. Shucks.

Then, miss Grease star herself, asked that Nathan and Brennan come along as they needed more boys. So.....to BPA we went tonight. I had to fight them tooth and nail.

After two hours, (yes) I left them and met a friend for dinner. A half an hour later the boys called. They had LEFT....yes, LEFT the rehearsal. Nathan and Brennan had had it and refused to return. Luckily Myron (after a nice talking to by Gabe) decided to continue on and take part in the play. Yay. It's nice to have so many friends as actors on this Island. Team work people! Team work. Myron will now be in the Outsiders. I thought for sure he was greaser material but...nope. He's a Soc...

Pumpkin Patch!

2011-10-16T21:09:00.000-07:00

Only two children you ask? Well, yes....

My older boys didn't want anything to do with the Pumpkin patch....

"That's for kids", they said. Boy, did they miss out on all the fun. :)

Happy Birthday Brennan!

2011-10-10T20:49:00.000-07:00

Well.....he's a teenager. I have THREE teenagers now. I can't believe it!!
He wanted a cell phone and a digital camera...done and done. Easy peasy. We also carved pumpkins, made caramel apples and roasted seeds tonight.

My sweet boy....Happy Birthday!

Poison Ivy?

2011-10-03T21:22:00.000-07:00

Mae spent the day at Grandma Sandras and was spoiled as usual. They went Halloween costume shopping and this is how Mae was returned to me. I am surprised she let us wash her hair before bed. What a cutie.

LadyTron!!

2011-10-01T12:40:00.001-07:00

For my birthday present, Shane got us tickets to one of my favorite bands, Ladytron.

We had NO idea that they weren't even going to go on until midnight until the day of.

So....yes we still went, but luckily Showbox was wonderful and gave us a two ticket credit to an upcoming show.

We met our close friends before hand for dinner and dancing, here on the Island.

Then we caught the 11:30 ferry into Seattle.
We had such a great time. Even though we were only at the concert for an hour. It was incredible.
Eon, Elise and Nate.

Nate and Shane below. Shane was asked by a whole group of women if he was famous because they thought he looked like Kubiak (click here) from Parker Lewis rules. Too funny!
The only bummer? When we finally got back to our car at 2:30am....we couldn't find the keys. We took a taxi home and came back in the morning with the spare set, but alas....the parking officer ticketed us...50.00. It was worth it though!

Tonight is my big birthday party with all my friends. Can't wait!

http://youtu.be/JTTwlAT_AwU

Happy Birthday to......ME!!

2011-09-28T19:18:00.000-07:00

It was a great, relaxing day. My friend Nonny brought me a beautiful Italian cream cake (yum) and i received many flowers which I love. 36...it's gonna be a great year!

Nannying

2011-09-26T13:53:00.000-07:00

I just got back late Sat. night from Nannying for 5 days straight for a family in Poulsbo.

The parents went on vacation and they paid me to stay with their sweet little kids.

It was a lot of fun and a lot of work. I am thankful that I have a small home, because after spending a week cleaning and such, I was exhausted!
My kids were able to come spend Friday night with me and we had a great time. Mae stayed the entire time with me. She and the little girl I watched are the same age, so it worked out perfectly.

Skype was a great tool for the kids and parents to stay connected.
Mae had her first sleepover with a friend....and then 4 more. :)

Fun was had by all and I am happy to be home in my own bed again.

Sweet Girls

2011-09-16T12:09:00.001-07:00

Fall Beach Day

2011-09-14T20:45:00.000-07:00

Friday night date night

2011-09-10T00:54:00.001-07:00

Shane and I have decided that every Friday night is date night. This may or may not include my friends....

Tonight we went to our friends wine shop for wine tasting. We ate, our friends tasted wine. It was nice. :)
We met a neat guy from Port Townsend that not only is an entertainment attorney for some big rock stars, but is an author as well. He ended up giving me a copy of his book for free and signed it for good measure. We also invited him to tag along with us throughout the evening, but lost him at Isla Bonita, when it was clear that he'd rather drink more.

After a quick dinner at Isla Bonita. We headed down to Pegasus to watch my friend Ethan perform. He is so talented. Our friends from church, the Hunts met us down there, along with Sylvie and Ted, and Kristi. We had a great time.
The girls, minus Brandi.
Oh, and Shanes head. It was a lot of fun and I am looking forward to our next date night.

We plan on inviting a new couple each week. The old ones are always welcome too. Wink.

Getting better

2011-09-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

My closest girlfriends, minus a few, threw me a little party last night to celebrate my new ahem...body. I only lasted until 10pm and then had to go back home to rest.

It was fun to finally put on a shirt that was a size M, instead of XL to accommodate my large rack.

Back to resting today. Last nights little 2 hour excursion wiped me out!

Raspberries

2011-09-06T14:21:00.000-07:00

Spoiled

2011-09-05T13:24:00.000-07:00

I am being So well cared for....that maybe...just maybe...I don't want to get better!

Breast Reduction surgery

2011-09-03T17:05:00.000-07:00

Well, I finally did it. Breast reduction surgery with liposuction and a lift. Surgery was Friday at 7am. We had to be at the hospital an hour away by 5:45am. I went to be at midnight the night before. Pre surgery jitters. My doctor was/is amazing. He was jovial, fun and kind.

He even (and I remember) put on Depeche Mode for me as we went into the operating room.

I have been surprised by the pain. Not so much in my chest, but in my legs. I can hardly walk today. The doc says it is because I was lying still for so many hours during surgery. I don't know. What I do know, is that it feels like giant charlie horses up and down my legs and it hurts with each step. I can barely even move, but I have to. We went back to the docs this morning at 7:45 (he doesn't want me to rest apparently). We looked at his beautiful work. I am really excited. He removed nearly 2 pounds off each breast. Whoa.....

Tomorrow I get to remove the dressing and shower. I am excited. My stomach has been bloated because of all the fluids they pumped into me, so I look pregnant. It will take a couple of weeks or more before I get to see my "real" body, but it's going to look fantastic.

Thanks for all the prayers and well wishes.

Concert in the park.....

2011-08-17T22:40:00.000-07:00

FYI....for the first time since my little girl was born, I was able to braid (kind of) her hair. It didn't last long....see below photo.
We went with some family friends to the last "concert in the park" at Battlepoint. It was so nice to see so many friends.
Fun was had by all. I can't believe it is the end of summer already!!! What?!

Haircuts and brotherly love...

2011-08-17T00:05:00.000-07:00

Brennan just started football. We thought it was probably time to get a hair cut. As you can see.....Myron isn't quite ready yet. Pre Hair cut....
Post haircut....he seems to like it. :)
My handsome Nathan....
My sweet boys. We were having a good laugh tonight at how surprised Shane and I were when Brennan was born. We had Nathan and Myron already,....brown haired, brown eyed and along comes Brennan. White white white with blonde hair and blue eyes....quite the surprise.
Goofballs. I adore them.....

Movie night

2011-08-14T09:40:00.000-07:00

I hate scary movies. Once in a while I oblige and last night I agreed to watch one with my boys.

My boys had been gone since Monday on a 50 mile, week long hike with the scouts.

I missed them something terrible. I just wasn't sleeping right without them home.

When I watch scary movies.....I have a method to get through them. See above photo. Fingers in ears and fingers across the eyes. Pretty sure I missed half the film, but I was there at least.
The kids thought it was pretty funny when I would get scared because they thought the film wasn't scary at all.

The first film we watched as a family was Zoolander. We decided to turn moms room into a giant bed.
Soo happy to have all my little ones home safe again.

Working girl....

2011-08-01T19:58:00.000-07:00

I have been working 5 days a week. 9-5:30 for a couple of weeks now. Even though it isn't always physically strenuous, it is boooring for a girl on the go like me. I am taking care of a friends great aunt who is 91. It is nice to get this experience because I was considering going to nursing school in September. I have also applied at wedding.com and a day care, so I am definitely hopeful that work is in my future. It feels good to earn my own moolah. (sp?)

I miss the kids a lot, but hey, i've stayed home for years. It's Shanes turn to take the kids for a while. :)

Beach day......F I N A L L Y

2011-07-30T15:54:00.001-07:00

SO sick of rainy days!!

2011-07-27T10:35:00.000-07:00

When I left for work this morning.....this is what everyone was doing. AFTER my run mind you! This mama is motivated! Myron and Brennan on MY bed, on the computer.

Nathan STILL in bed on his gameboy.....
Malan.....transfixed by the cartoons on television. I know I know.....but it's NOT summer, or is it?
and.....Rylan.....lying on the sofa.
I really wish I could bring my sweet little Mae to work with me. She is all smiles and energy.
I have been helping a friend by taking care of her 91 year old great aunt. It's work....

It's work away from my children, which is the hardest part. Shane is starting to appreciate just how hard it is being home. Yes, he is at home for the time being, until an opportunity to rent a room from someone comes up. We appreciate all your support and prayers through this transitional time in our lives. Everyone is happy, well adjusted and very loved.

Running.....flowering, etc.

2011-07-25T12:37:00.000-07:00

We haven't had too many days of sunshine, here, in the Pacific northwest. When we do, I spend extra time outside to get some color. For the last month, I have been nearly (sometimes over) 4 miles a day. I have lost nearly 30 lbs and feel fantastic. It takes me about an hour to do my loop. I have to stop and walk sometimes, but I can feel the healthy changes taking place in my body. I love that endorphin boost!

Mae and I planted a little flower garden for her. She loves to go out and water them every day.

Okay, that's it for now.....

Everyone is doing great....

2011-07-19T22:31:00.001-07:00

No really...if you know our current circumstances, then you are wondering.

We are doing fantastic considering. Shane and I are still friends and the kids are healthy, happy, and wise...

While the boys are away.....

2011-06-29T20:54:00.000-07:00

Well....the big boys at least. Mae and Rylan had fun in their respective boxes and Mae played dress up...

It was such a nice break from the constant loudness of summer...

Happy Birthday Mae!

2011-06-24T21:10:00.000-07:00

I can't believe she is 4 years old!! The time just flew by. Mae is the most loving, kind, sweet, little girl I have ever met. She is everything I always dreamed a little girl would be.

I am one lucky mother. Of course MY present to her is wooden.
But which did she prefer? Ooooh....daddys present of Polly Pockets. Have mercy....
"What? I can put my fingers in the cake"?? She was already spaghetti'd up aka filthy from dinner so why not?
Happy Birthday princess. You are a joy...

Passion Project- 6th Grade

2011-06-14T21:47:00.000-07:00

Surprise surprise....Brennan chose Los Angeles for his Passion project. Ever since we went to California the kids have been nonstop talking about it. They have chosen it for many school assignments/projects since our vacation! Brennan worked very hard on his and we brought in some authentic Californian food tonight. Mexican! When he asked me what kind of food to bring in, to represent California, and I answered Mexican, he looked hurt and said "Mom, that's pretty racist"...:) I had to smile and explain to him the whole "this land was their land" speech.

It was a great night with fun foods from around the world. Brennan is our third child to have Ms. Atkinson and I am sure not our last.

Fort Flagler

2011-06-12T18:59:00.000-07:00

Despite being sick as a dog yesterday, we took off for Fort Flagler to celebrate the end of the baseball season (for now). Brennan brought his team mate and best friend, JP with us.
They had fun at the bunkers....even though they don't look too happy here.

The sun was in their eyes....

Nothing like forced photos!
The bunkers are so freaky at Fort Flagler. These you have to hike out to and my imagination was in overdrive. I could totally picture the ghosts of dead soldiers walking around.

Fun trip....

My All Star

2011-06-08T22:44:00.000-07:00

I HAVE to brag!! I just have to have to HAVE TO.....to someone aka my blog.

Even though Brens team lost tonight, we were told by his coach that Brennan and one other kid in the league, have the HIGHEST batting averages in the LEAGUE!! That is amazing.

Why is that amazing? Because last year, he hardly got a hit. Seriously. Brennan is a gifted ball player. He pitches beautifully, catches wonderfully and is an amazing shortstop, BUT....last year (his first year of majors), he was afraid of the fast balls. This year... he has truly bloomed.

Since he was 5, he has played baseball. Brennan is to baseball what Nathan is to music.

He has been on the All Stars, select baseball teams and has just been recruited to play baseball for the elite Spartans, in the fall. I am so incredibly proud of this kid. He always has a wonderful attitude. He is always smiling and encouraging of his team mates and friends.

Many of his friends/ strangers etc. have bothered him about his teeth. He is such a strong and confident, young man, that it never really got him down. It irritated him more than anything.

Now that we have a gap between baseball teams, next week, he goes in to be fitted for his long awaited braces. I can't imagine him without the teeth he has. I love his smile. I love him.

I love that he is comfortable in his own skin and with who he is on the inside. But, I can't wait to see his new smile as well....I can't imagine it getting any bigger or brighter.
I love you my son....

You constantly amaze me....I could. not. be. prouder.

Girl trouble......

2011-06-07T23:01:00.001-07:00

One night while at a church activity, Mae experienced the first ,of what will be many, girl squabbles. I don't really have to deal with this with the boys, so I am in new (almost) territory here. Mae went to play with her best friend and another little girl and they decided that they didn't want to play with her, for whatever reason. She was confused and upset. Keep in mind, she doesn't go to preschool, so her interactions with little girls her age are minimal. I know my little Mae. She can talk back to the best of em, so I have no doubt that she instigated said squabble, but...all the same, it was painful to watch her tearing up and telling me that kids were being mean to her. It reminded me of how truly bratty little girls can be. How can I prepare her for this? Prepare her to not be bratty herself? How??

Thoughts?

8th Grade Banquet

2011-06-05T21:04:00.000-07:00

The boys got ready at Nonnys and she drove them to the banquet. I was the lucky duck that got to pick them up at 10 at night. Myron really wanted to wear a bow tie and suspenders. I was a little weary of his outfit choice, but boy, he looked smart. Just like he stepped out of a 50's spy movie.
Good thing because...the theme was Hollywood! Or HollyWOODWARD, actually. I couldn't believe how amazing it was. I will post photos later after I have hijacked them from facebook.

Myron had a great time. He is such a fun, happy, kid. It was neat to see these photos of him today with some of his friends.
I love each one of these girls photographed below. I know Myron does too. Wink wink.
Myron and Nathans best friend David. David is like another son to me. This is definitely a photo that is going to get framed.
He had a great night, full of wonderful memories and I was happy to see , when I picked him up, that he was right in the middle of the dancing, sweating and laughing. That's my boy!

Nathan and friends.....

2011-06-02T10:03:00.000-07:00

8th grade field trip to the International District

2011-06-01T22:09:00.000-07:00

It's been a loooong day. I'll write tomorrow.....gnight.

Memorial Day

2011-05-30T23:03:00.000-07:00

We went to our close friends house today for a good ole bbq. Lots of good friends, good food and kids.....TOO many kids if you ask me, but.....it all turned out okay.
17 kids all together. Wowsa....

Nate and the kids decided to do a diet coke and mentos bomb....
It was a big hit....that and the fireworks. I don't think Nate ever did come and hang out with the grown ups!
Summer and Elise trying to figure out the new wrap shirt Elise got....
Elise, me, Summer.
MY Nate and Elise playing "heart and soul".
Fireworks!

Football. It was a great day. Within 20 minutes of getting home....the kids were all asleep.

8pm!

Karaoke and pizza night

2011-05-28T01:20:00.000-07:00

Pizza night at the Starbucks....always fun. Tonight ..Cheeseburger Pizza. Sorry Summer, not one of my favorites....

Off to karaoke afterwards....

Eon (pictured below) is Summers (pictured up top) lil sis. Too much fun with these girls...
I did happen to sing Katie Perrys "Hot and Cold" tonight and sounded gosh awful. Seriously..horrible. Thank you Eon for stepping up and taking over the mic.

Lollaloopsy

2011-05-27T14:07:00.001-07:00

So....I gave in to plastic. Come on ...you knew it would be a matter of time. To be fair...have you SEEN Lollaloopsy dolls? So stinkin cute. She has been playing (still) with them for quite some time while I work. She sits atop our kitchen table with our breakfast tray. My laptop is pushed up against the tray so I can watch her while I work. It's been great albeit a little distracting.
Enjoy!

Update on Nate's hand

2011-05-25T14:40:00.000-07:00

Before up above and after below. Click on the photos to see them large. The doc had to pull/reposition his knuckle. Eck. TWICE! Luckily, they had injected him with numbing medicine so it wasn't too painful, but he still felt it.
He will be in a cast for at least 3 weeks. I know....it should be longer. Natural consequence and all. But, they will check it in a week and make sure it is growing properly and maybe, just maybe they will keep it on longer so he learns his lesson.
At least I had my sweet little Mae flower to keep me company.

The Incredible Breaking Man

2011-05-24T21:13:00.000-07:00

This Nathan of mine....(rolling eyes), he is quite the handful. I love him, he is truly one of my best friends, but...he is a toughie. Last night, while sticking up for his younger brother, he got into a wrestling match with Brennan. Instead of yelling at them and getting in the middle of it, Shane said "fight it out"..."get it over with"...."get outside and finish it before you come back in the house". WHAT?! Apparently, this is what his mother said to him and his brother growing up. Weyll......they rassled for a little bit (maybe 30 seconds) and then Nathan went to punch Brennan in the arm and hit the house instead, which resulted in a fractured hand. YAY!

He wanted me to take him in last night and I refused. Let him suffer, I thought. Today I gave in and took him in. He was all smirks the entire time. Not remorseful at all! The Dr. and nurses didn't help either. They laughed and rolled their eyes like it was totally common. Am I in the twilight zone?? You may remember another incident not too long ago when Nathan went to kick Brennan and kicked his head AND broke his foot AND had to be in a cast for months.

I just LOVE explaining to people how he gets his injuries. I am just waiting for CPS to show up at my door and take my kids away. Which....might not be such a bad thing at this point. I need a break!

So.....tomorrow we are off to the Orthopedic dr in Silverdale to have his pinky finger reset and then his arm casted. Fun fun FUN!

He is reading!

2011-05-23T21:46:00.000-07:00

Rylan could have been reading a long time ago. I kept him home for kindergarten, and he has missed quite a bit of 1st grade, so it has been a slow start. Needless to say....we are so happy and excited that he is reading now. Tonight, he read me a book. He is very shy about reading aloud, so I had to sneak to take this video. As a HUGE book family, I am so happy to be able to start sharing my favorite books with him and I can't wait until he is to the point that he is lying in bed at night devouring book after book. Welcome Rylan to a whole new world of imagination!

Chopstix

2011-05-22T22:42:00.000-07:00

On Friday, a bunch of close friends and I went to Seattle to Chopstix, a dueling Piano bar up near Belltown. Jenni (in the pink) is moving next month AND just turned 40 a couple of weeks ago, so it was her night-weekend. Summer (far right) and I took the 8:10 over and the 12:15 home. Just a quick trip. All the other 10 or so women spent the night together in a ritzy hotel downtown and were planning on waking in the morning to shop and brunch. The piano bar was OK. I really wanted to go dancing, but Jen was really set on this piano bar.

(Taken from their website) Here is a description:

"On stage we feature 2 A-list piano players/singers who sit at 2 baby grand pianos facing each other. What they play is entirely up to you, the audience. You bring up your request accompanied by a tip for the pianists ($5 is usually the minimum standard). The songs are played in order of “how much love (aka tip)” is on them. For example, a $20 song will always be played before a $5 song. The “duel” comes from the audience. If you don't like a particular song we're playing, you can stop the song for $1 more than it was originally requested for, and we'll even play a different song to your liking if you prefer. But if a song is stopped and you really wanted to hear it, we'll start it up again for $1 more than it was stopped for!

The show is highly interactive and driven by the audience. Singing along and clapping ARE A MUST."

So....if you know me at all, you know that everything in my life has to be FAIR. It really irked me that someone would pay 5.00 to hear a song (what?!, I KNOW) and then if someone didn't like it, all they had to do was pay more to cancel that one out and play theirs. What a giant waste of money! Needless to say, I never paid a cent to hear any songs. They were all kinda (pretty much) L-A-M-E. Eagles, Shania Twain, 80's music...blah blah. BUT....I had a helluva time with my friends. They are fun, crazy, sweet, loyal and dear to me, AND I am the baby of the bunch, which doesn't hurt.

Above- Elise, moi, Jenni and Summer.

Below- Jenni on the piano being serenaded for her belated birthday and upcoming move.
It was fun. Summer made sure I didn't continue on with everyone else to the dance club. I fought it, but knew I had to get up early to run a garage sale for a client. Oh well, next time.

Meet Satchi

2011-05-19T18:20:00.000-07:00

We were given a 9 month old puppy today. A Japanese Chin. She is the sweetest, calmest, cutest little thing I have ever seen (besides my own kids). I know....ANOTHER dog. To be fair, this dog is the "most cat like dog out of all the breeds". She doesn't bark, she is FULL grown, she is trained, and she is very loving. When she was given to us, she came with an insane amount of puppy paraphernalia. Stroller (yes), doggie purse (designer even), 2 crates, 1 kennel, fancy food and water bowls, sweaters....etc.
She is adorable and tiny and a great little addition. Our cat even likes her!

So.....some cute photos to share. Grandma and Mae waiting outside the high school last night.
Nathan getting ready to sing at the talent show.
My , I mean....Myrons culture fair project.
Mae's first boo boo of the summer (summer? yup, I think so!)...
Shane demonstrating how long a corn chip can burn because of all the oil in it.
My bedroom window. I just love how the sun is shining through, even at 6:30 at night.
Ta ta...

High School Talent Show

2011-05-18T21:22:00.001-07:00

Tonight was the high school talent show. Nathan was incredible.

To be honest, I cried during his whole performance. He was confident, happy....just beautiful.

Baseball, dirt and catcher, oh my!

2011-05-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

Rylan was catcher today in his little league game. Even though big brother and Brennan fight like cat and dog, you should have seen his big brother gush over Rylan in his catchers outfit.

"Aw, Rylan is so cute"....yup....he said it. He even rushed to take the photos.
Mae is always content to play in the dirt at the little league games. I am sure for all of my children that some of their best memories of childhood will be the times they spent at the fields.
Always moving, this little miss of mine.

I had to leave early to meet a client at her home and intended on bring Mae. Nope, she wouldn't have it. She wanted to stay with daddy even though daddy was busy coaching. Luckily Brennan offered to stay and watch her.
Did I mention that I have started up another business? Yes, I am still running Indie Banditas (we have another show July 16th). I am now selling peoples vintage (or new) items online for a percentage. I will also take over someones yard sale so that they don't have to lift a finger for a flat rate. As soon as I put it out there that I was doing this, I ended up with 4 clients in two days. That means, I have until Saturday to put an entire yard sale together for one client. Ads, pricing, signs etc. The whole ball of yarn. Wish me luck.

Fun day?

2011-05-16T14:12:00.000-07:00

I had to go into the Dr. today for a chest xray to figure out why I can't catch my breath when I cough. So....we stopped by Golden Lion on the way for some lunch. Of course, Mae only eats a few bites of what we get, but for 6.75, how can you go wrong? At the Dr. she insisted on wearing the mask the entire time. Too cute.

Ah, a Hidden Object book, her favorite. She just loves being challenged to find things. Now finding things isn't enough , she asks her dad to quiz her on things. It reminds me of myself. When Shane and I were first married, we didn't have a television. We would lie in bed and I would say "quiz me Shane". I love trivia questions and challenges. Mae is becoming quite the smart little cookie. Last night as Myron and I were finishing up his culture fair project, she kept calling out the letters we were cutting out. If only preschool was within our budget and time schedule!

AnOINKment

2011-05-15T21:52:00.000-07:00

In primary today, during singing time, Sister Amelang asked " does anyone know what anointment means"?

Mae quickly raised her hand. Sister Amelang came closer and said "mae, what does it mean"?

Without missing a beat Mae replied " a pig noise".....

The whole primary erupted in laughter, or so I was told.

Got to love that girl.....with an oink ment here and an oink oink there.

Look mommy!

2011-05-14T22:36:00.000-07:00

"Look Mommy, I'm wearing garments"!!
So sweet. Hers are much prettier than mine though.

So you don't train your children to prepare for wearing garments at a young age?

Hm....so let's get this straight. Your kids don't pray as they sleep, want to wear garments by age 3, and long to go to heaven like right now? Wow....you are a really horrible parent.

Just sayin.....

Chicago

2011-05-14T01:35:00.001-07:00

Sorry Steven. I took several photos and the above photo was the best....seriously. Kim, you always look great.
Sometimes having friends that are directors, actors, managers...etc. of our local BPA has it's benefits. I am always able to get tickets at the last minute. I decided to go see Chicago tonight, opening night. Wow! I never go to opening night and gosh dandy, I was missing out! Yummy food, lovely people.. did I mention the food? I went with a bunch of friends and as usual ran into some old high school friends as well, which is always fun.
Sylvie, Cynthia and I, waiting to go in.
Todd and one of my best friend from high school, Gina. Mwah you cuties.
Afterwards, we hit the after party which was um....yawn. Sorry, gang, but it was a snoozefest.

So....we went to Isla to meet our fun friends for a while. Fun night and I can't wait to sleep....

The Black Angels/Sleepy Sun

2011-05-11T12:27:00.000-07:00

Bass guitarist for the opening act Sleepy Sun. Great hugger.

I was mesmerized by the drummer. She was amazing although i am pretty sure she is a vampire.

Me and the bass guitarist from The Black Angels.

Happy Mothers Day

2011-05-08T12:14:00.000-07:00

Happy Mothers Day to all the beautiful mothers in my life. I have been blessed with many.

I skipped church again today. I can barely hold it together on my own, I miss my mom so much.

Throw in all her friends, church music and all the messages, and I am a blubbering mess.

It's been a rough month. I can't really go into it. There are going to be some big changes in our household. Mainly between Shane and I. We are trying, goodness we are trying.....

Pizza night at the Starbucks

2011-05-06T22:20:00.000-07:00

IF I had a working camera, there would have been more fun, clear shots of tonight.

We started hanging out with the Starbucks and the Durrance's a long time ago. Elise and Summer are just two of the amazing women that I hang out with quite often. Sometimes, if our husbands are lucky, Summer will cook pizza Friday nights and we bring them along. Sometimes, if our kids are REALLY lucky, we'll bring them too.

Tonight the husbands AND kids were allowed, although all went into their separate groups upon arrival. Kids, wives, hubands. Men in the livingroom, kids upstairs and moms in the kitchen. That's where we like it, where all the amazing food is.

Summer, below making yummy italian sodas.
Elise wouldn't let me get a photo of her, why? Oh, maybe it was that the only way I can take a photo is via my laptop cam. Yup...professional eh? It's okay, we were all hovering around it to watch funny clips of our kids and others. Nerds you say? Maybe..
The pizza is always superb, the conversation even better, and the non stop laughing is always a plus.

The Black Angels!

2011-05-04T23:15:00.001-07:00

Oh yes......I will be going to "The Black Angels" concert at the Showbox in Seattle. They sound very "Door'sy"?? Lead singer sounds just like Jim Morrison and the music is pretty similar.

To say I am excited is an UNDERSTATEMENT! My hipster, cool, ahead of the fads, younger brother (Eric) is taking me. Where my passion is film, his is music.

When he called to invite me, I had no hesitation saying YES YES YES! His taste in music is amazing and ahead of his time.

I don't know if I will be sleeping much between now and Tuesday.....

Now, what to wear???

Nathan the gifted musician of Bainbridge....

2011-05-03T20:40:00.001-07:00

Proud mama? I should think so! I want to write a childrens book about Nathan.
He is the most sensitive, imaginative, creative, loving, faithful, loyal, person I know.
He is the best friend you could ever have, although he has few. He is very cautious about who is friends with. He can spot out a superficial person a mile away. This has been our bond ever since he was little. We can see right into people. Sometimes it hurts us, okay....all the time it hurts us.
I am social, he is not. He is always wary of people and their intentions. He'd rather have no friends in the world, than be friends with someone that wanted him to be what he isn't.
I love him. I love that when he was a baby he loved music , not just any music....Bob Marley.
Anytime he would get fussy, we would put that in, or Morrissey and he would quiet right up.
As soon as he was old enough to get a guitar of sorts (3-5 years?) he played. It wasn't until he was around 7 that his music became well....music. He started creating songs, replaying songs he had heard on the radio, and writing his own lyrics. Until TONIGHT, he has refused to sing in front of everyone. He came home from school and announced that he wanted to audition for the high school talent show, and he came prepared with a song from one of his favorite bands, Death Cab for Cutie. It doesn't hurt that the bass guitarist from the band is a family and childhood friend. Brownie points! He has already asked for singing lessons, and I am excited for this! I think he sounds fantastic and I cannot wait for this more confident Nathan to emerge!

2011-05-02T12:51:00.000-07:00

So you (maybe) experienced my physical comedy, but have you witnessed my facial comedy? No? I'm sorry, if you are one of the lucky ones (see Elise in the background) then you get to see my pirate expressions, among others, on a regular basis. This, my friends, is why I go out....to confuse and WOW my friends....mission accomplished!
Ps- I ALSO...take amazing shots, like this one above of my friend Summer eating a polish sausage. These are a staple if you are out dancing in Seattle. On our way to catch the missed ferry, we had to stop to get one. It was the best thing she had ever eaten, mainly because she didn't eat dinner, silly girl and we had been dancing up a storm. Yum! Polish sausage, cream cheese, sauerkraut, ketchup, mustard and a dill pickle....

Highlight of the night, walking back to the car, eating said sausages with mayonnaise dripping down my chin...a man in a car leans out his window and says "looking good beautiful ladies"....REALLY? I mean.....REALLY?

R Place- Seattle out night....

2011-05-01T11:53:00.000-07:00

More photos in a bit....

Last night 6 of us girls got all gussied up and ventured out to a Gay Dance Club in Seattle up on Capitol Hill....

I'd never been to one....really! We watched the "drag queen" show. Seriously....those men were women....NO? Wow.

It was an interesting night. As I was leaving to drive to my friends, I slipped and fell, thus breaking the heel of my awesome shoe and falling on my butt. I had to switch shoes (into less cute but comfortable ones) and hurry to my friends with minutes to spare.

The other girls missed the ferry, so we drove around for a bit then headed inside to meet them.

It was a lot of fun although, gay clubs are quite different from regular clubs. For one....remember it's full of MEN, which means body odor, bad breath and farting occurs more often than in regular clubs so.....yeah, we were amongst goats all night. It was HOT....I mean HOT in there. SO crowded you could barely move and no windows open. Sweaty. We got there at 10 and left at 12:50 or so. When we got to the ferries, we had JUST missed it and had to wait until the 2:10! What? We had over an hour to kill so we laid the seats back and had the loopiest conversation I have ever had. We were THAT tired...I rolled into bed around 3:30 and my bed never felt better.....

Old photos

2011-04-30T14:00:00.000-07:00

Ah Bloedal Reserve. We spent so much time there! These photos were taken in the spring of 2005....

Below is Myrons birthday....look at his face!! So funny!
My dad visiting/goofing off with the kids. He was shooting a nerf sling shot. He's a big kid.
Rhonda and I, at Bloedal.
Nathans birthday party....he and Noah were inseparable that year. Kylie of course, with Rylan. I bet she doesn't remember how much he liked her holding him!
Myrons birthday again.
Jenny and Ben on one of our Bloedal outings.
My stair step children.....one right after another.
It's a beautiful day out there folks! Time for the bat a thon!

My kids pray in their sleep....what? yours don't?

2011-04-28T22:11:00.000-07:00

Yup, that's right. Proof is in the photos. What? You don't believe me?

Just look at those hands....

Really....you should all try to be more RIGHTEOUS...(scoff)

Vintage Goodies

2011-04-28T18:01:00.000-07:00

My "other mother" Sandra just stopped by to see if I wanted anything she was about to donate.

I said no, and as she was leaving she said "well, just come take a quick peek". So...I did and lo and behold.....it was vintage yumminess!!

I wish I could list all the finds, but there are just too many. Vintage sequins, beads, clips, yarn, doilies (plastic ones), clips, buttons etc.
Now I just have to figure out WHAT to do with all of it.
Help!
Update- Just sold all the sequins for 50.00....to a neighbor. Yeah!

Just Dance- Don't be SKURRED....it's okay

2011-04-27T23:10:00.001-07:00

It's okay....you can look now. It's not me this time.

IF you were lucky to see my little embarrassing video in the 24 hours it was up, I bet you were wondering, "how did she learn to dance so amazingly well".

"Was she born african american"?

"Years of school"?

I am sorry, but I cannot reveal my secrets....

What I CAN do, is show you my little protege Mae....

Now this one....I can leave up. Enjoy!

FHE- I LOST.....Please don't watch

2011-04-25T23:22:00.000-07:00

Aw.......you missed it!!

Um.....I don't know what to say. For FHE we did a "Butler entertainment night". Private video style. Each of us took turns in Myrons room with the webcam, then we sat down and watched each others. LOSER had to post on facebook or blog. Ouch.

I happen to love physical comedy and unless we are really really REALLY close friends, you'll never see it. (until now) If you are in fact a family member, then you have been blessed to see this often. My kids love it, my siblings make me do it and some friends from high school request it.

As you can see....I need no music. Just the tunes in ma head. I am warning you.....this is graphic....humiliating, and you'll never look at me the same again.....

I warned you.....

Since I lost our talent show tonight, I am to keep this video on my blog for 24 hours.

It is 11:26.....let the countdown begin.

Again.....PLEASE.....DO NOT WATCH.

Thanks

Easter Sunday 2011

2011-04-24T19:33:00.000-07:00

My children are toads (as friend Cathi would say). I spent a week on Mae's dress...and all night on their ties. All I asked was for them to sit still for a proper photo. Keep in mind that both my cameras aren't working and I had to use my MAC cam. Tough! I finally had it propped on Mae's dollhouse and the kids were just um....TOADS!
After about 20+ photos of them goofing off (these are the best), I got ONE semi good photo.

Bet you can't guess which one....
THEN.....my husband has the N E R V E to call me to lunch by saying "come on crazy KATH".

What?! Don't Call ME Kath!!
I promptly took off in the van, hung out at Sandras for an hour and came back home. Feeling totally unappreciated, I came home to Shane finishing dinner. I am talking, ham in the oven, cream peas and potatoes made and banana cream pie. What did I do? I got angry! How dare he cook dinner and the peas had lumps in it and no potatoes! To say I was grumpy was an understatement. SO....after I "fixed" dinner by adding potatoes to the peas and throwing together some stuffing....I put myself to bed for a loooong nap.
Hey...I am only human. I guess they are too?
So back to Mae's dress....

I went thrifting a couple of weeks ago and saw this beautiful french dress, but size 6. I decided to deconstruct the dress and then reconstruct it to my liking. I cut the back and repositioned the buttons and holes, took the blue gingham ribbon off the waist, bottom and shoulders of the dress, made a fluffy tulle skirt to go underneath and then wrapped ribbon around her waist and hair. I think it turned out great and cost about 10.00. 5.00 for the dress and another little bit for the ribbon and tulle.
It was very sweet. Unlike me....as of late.

Lucky you guys....you get two photos of Mae in this dress because I STILL can't figure out how to delete it on my MAC.

.......and that my loyal and faithful readers?? is all she wrote....

The Spazmatics!

2011-04-23T10:13:00.000-07:00

Last night, I went to the Spazmatics concert at the Casino with some friends from high school.

The Spazmatics are an 80's cover band and they were SOOO good! They come out on the stage dressed like total nerds.....so cute. I wanted to just put em in ma pocket!

They played all the classic 80's hits and there was no cover. Incidentally, there was also no place to sit down either, so we stood. I even went out and danced with my broken pinkie toe.

It's not a happy toe today. The Spazmatics also play under the name Afrodesiacs. They are a disco cover band as well and sport afros and gold chains. If I were into disco, I'd be there again tonight. Alas....I will have to wait until the Spazmatics come back. Swoon

The video isn't the best quality, but you can see how cute their personalities are....so FUN!

Coach Wilo

2011-04-22T14:56:00.000-07:00

So, my son has had coach Wilo for 2 years now. Nathan and Myron had him as their coach for two years as well. I'd be lying if I said that this years goodbye isn't going to be an emotional one. We've had our ups and downs with Coach Wilo. We've been upset at each other, more him than us.... Through it all, he has guided, loved, and patiently coached our sons. He has taught them life lessons, he has been their friend, and he has shown them the path to victory inside themselves. When I watched the below video that he shared with the kids, I cried. It doesn't take much, but I cried. Not only did I see my own Brennan in the description of these amazing atheletes, I saw Coach Wilo. Well, I "heard" Coach Wilo in every word that the coach in the video spoke. Every Single Word. It's no wonder he wanted to share this with the kids. The things said in this video are things I have heard him say over and over for the last 6+ years.

Well done Wilo.....it will be a sad goodbye.... (unless he stays until Rylan is in Majors) Fingers crossed. xo

They say housework won't kill you, but why take the risk?

2011-04-21T09:57:00.000-07:00

I used to have a plaque that said the same thing....

Yesterday was a half day and the boys were all with their friends, except Rylan. So, Rylan and I decided to rearrange and clean his room. Weyll....wouldn't you know it, while rearranging, I dropped Myrons bed on my pinkie toe. OUCH! The above photo doesn't do it justice. (Jenny, ask Jillian) I didn't even get to finish their room. Below is the half finished room.
As you can see, I didn't even get to finish making the beds, touching up their paint or lay their rug back down. Oh well....I found some funny quotes today that I quite love...

Housework, if it is done right, can kill you. ~John Skow

You don't get anything clean without getting something else dirty. ~Cecil Baxter

A clean house is the sign of a boring person. ~Author Unknown

This house is protected by killer dust bunnies. ~Author Unknown

In the meantime, how the heck am I going to go dancing tonight? I can't even put a shoe on!

God sends messages.....

2011-04-17T17:57:00.000-07:00

I testify that god answers prayers and questions if you only ask....

Last night, after I wrote my last blog post. I just KNEW that my mind would be changed.

I sincerely prayed last night, on my knees for about 10-15 minutes. I poured my heart (and teary eyes) out. I asked for forgiveness, I asked for wisdom, I asked for the desire for wisdom, I asked for a softened heart....for answers. I opened my scriptures...started to read and then went back to the book "Teachings of the Presidents of the Church (Joseph Smith)".

So many things about this book have really touched me. It may be that it is because I love memoirs and can really get into it, it may be that I am finally seeing truth where once I didn't.

The other night, I was reading Joseph Smiths letters to his dear wife Emma while imprisoned.

They were so loving and thoughtful. He mentioned his children so often and how he wished Emma to treat them. So tender were his words and desires for his little ones. It really hit me and I have been hooked since.

Back to last night. I found the page that listed the "Articles of Faith" and I read each one and asked myself .."do I believe this"?

I found that yes, I do believe 10 of them and question the other 3. Not bad. I found an article of faith that I have a deeper love and understanding for.

" We claim the privilege of worshiping Almighty God according to the dictates of our own conscience, and allow men the same privilege, let them worship, HOW, WHERE, or WHAT they may."

Wow....just WOW. Then I went on to read about Relief Society and friendships in our church.

Although I am a lot more guarded now than I have ever been, I see the purpose in being social in the church and that it is OK to come for the social. Joseph Smith had amazing friendships and stressed that this was something special about our church. Our friendships. We see each other as brothers and sisters on this earth but a small amount of time, and yet, we have the knowledge that these friendships will continue on past this lifetime.

So, after reading about this....wouldn't you know it, in Sunday school, this was the topic. Friendship, forgiveness if friends hurt or offend you etc. I was speechless, well, for a little bit.

I had to pipe up and share my experience, that I had just studied this same topic the night before. I shared some quotes that Joseph shared and this is the one that I loved the most.

"Do not injure the character of anyone. If members of the Society shall conduct themselves improperly, deal with them and keep all your doings within your own bosoms, and hold all characters sacred."

This has become a lengthy post....

To sum it up, my heart was softened, not completely, it will take some more work. I have prayed for understanding, forgiveness for myself and to help me forgive another. I did take the sacrament today, but excused myself and did so in private. I didn't want to be distracted by kids or any other thoughts and feelings other than the pure sweet spirit I was feeling....

Baseball

2011-04-16T17:26:00.000-07:00

I Heart Baseball!!!

My new camera....DIED!! That's right! The lens is extended all the way and wont close OR take photos. What is up with me and cameras??

Anyhow....I didn't get any shots of Brennan and he OWNED his game today and ended up with the game ball. The kid pitched a flawless 4 innings AND hit every time he was pitched to.

Can't wait for his select baseball tournament in Eastern Washington for Memorial Weekend!

His team is going to kill it!

Tomorrow he has another game and then Tuesday. I may or may not go to church tomorrow.

Still debating. I have been reading my scriptures which has been fun. I am in Jacob and have also been reading "The Teachings of the Presidents of the Church (Joseph Smith)".

It's been great. I still feel no desire to attend church, but we'll see how I feel. I may bring the family to sacrament. I wont be taking it, but they can. I am in a very cold place right now.

Meaning, I feel no closeness to anyone in the church right now. I am still pretty angry.

Sorry. I don't want to chit chat and I don't want to talk about "it". I am in protective mode still.

Friends

2011-04-15T00:27:00.000-07:00

I found this photo a few days ago. It was taken in 2008. Rhonda and I went to the temple and then Ikea. I can't remember who had Nora....while we were in there!

It was a great day. Just look at that sun. I want it back!

The BFG

2011-04-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

I just have to share this fun book that Rylan and I are reading at bedtime now.

It's definitely one of Roald Dahls best books.

Human beings are called "Human Beans" and there are silly references and words that we use everyday, twisted around to provide ample laughs.

Have you read it?

When to share and when....not to...

2011-04-07T22:51:00.000-07:00

Sorry, but there isn't much of anything that I feel like talking about.....
I say that and then watch...this blog will be overflowing with words.
So....spare yourself and go read someone else's fun, witty, lighthearted blog.
I shared with 3 people to be exact....a circumstance that I have been dealing with.
My "other mother" and two close friends. It wasn't something I should have shared. I have a problem keeping things "in".
When I do, it riddles my mind and causes panic attacks. The way I protected myself was not in anyones best interest.
Now it has gotten back to someone that happens to have been in this circumstance and
in a bad way. Luckily this someone loves me unconditionally and was in no way upset with me.
I could tell, disappointed etc. but this person knows my intentions and who I am.
But....the person who can't forgive herself...is me.
I am sick with myself, disappointed in myself and disgusted, to tell you the truth.
Now I seem like an untrustworthy, busy body, intent on destroying peoples lives.
I am sharing this with you readers (if any are still reading) because I find that writing is like talking it out.
And i need....to talk it out. I am destined to have a difficult life. I feel misunderstood ALL the time.
Do you ever feel that way? I never have a "bad intention" in my mind, but I feel sometimes it comes across that way.
I talk.....talk talk talk TALK TALK! Don't i! If you know me...you know that.
I won't be sleeping tonight. This conflict upsets my tummy, makes me tear up every 2 seconds, and takes me right back to middle school, when my mouth would get me in to trouble...again and again.
Maybe it's time to start sharing less....much much less of myself.
At least it's safe that way.

What "she" knows.....

2011-04-02T01:38:00.000-07:00

This was ever so empowering to me today. .....enjoy.

Letter from "other mother"....

2011-04-01T20:43:00.000-07:00

"Yes – I have Leukemia. It has returned – 5 years later. It is AML (Acute Myeloid Leukemia). Currently – there are no cancer cells in my blood system – only in my bone marrow. The cancer cell count is at 6%. It takes 20% to be called “Cancer” – so right now they are labeling me “pre-cancer” and have estimated that I have 3 to 6 months to live if I go untreated. Although – even with treatment – my chances of dying are up there because last time I went through this – I almost died 2x due to infection.

So – I am looking at this as a death sentence and planning to wrap up my estate. But here is what I want you to know:

1. I know that if I do die – I will be going home to live with my Father in Heaven where I will be re-united with Ina (my mother-in-law), Grandma Lou, Aunt Kathy, Brother Michael, Mom & Dad, my dog Kuma, my dog Cori, as well as many others who have gone before me and will be there with open arms when I return home.

2. If I do die – it is His will – not mine and He must have His reasons. I know He loves me and wants only the best for me so for whatever reason I am to return to Him – it must needs be, I trust Him and know that I will be OK.

3. I have lived many lives – I have been a lover, wife, mother, daughter, sister, aunt, and friend to many people. I have been a hippie. I have hopped freight trains. I have seen many hall of fame rock bands and blues artists live. I have been to rock festivals. I met Little Richard and JP Patches. I have river rafted, snow skied, kayaked in Mexico, snorkeled in Maui, rock climbed, camped and hiked. I love the outdoors. I love animals. I’ve been to a tavern with my Grandma when she was 82 years old. I learned to play the Viola when I was 45 years old. I have my own business and know many wonderful people as clients. I have my name in a tile at the Public Market in Seattle. I have seen paradise on earth. I love to sing. I love to dance. I have no regrets. I have danced.

4. I also know that there is life after death. I was raised Athiest. But as I was taking the Missionary lessons – I had angels put their hands on my shoulders in support of me – so that I could say “no” to the bottle of wine that was being passed around the table. I saw 2 angels between eye blinks telling me to decease my abominable actions and why. I did not stop and they went away for years. I had a blessing from heaven and was given the gift of abstinence. I was told to buy gloves on my way to Seattle and then got stuck in a snow bank on my way home and used the gloves to dig my way out. There is much I do not understand – but I have been shown and proved that there is life after life. I have been shown that God loves me and I am important to Him.

5. I have learned to love people. I have learned to forgive people as well as myself (that’s the hardest one). I have cursed God for making my heart so big because it makes my hurts so much greater. Sometimes I want to go back to my “numb” days where I didn’t care about anyone and nobody cared about me. Life did not hurt so much. But neither was I really living.

6. Sometimes it feels like He is training me to be a Warrior in Heaven. He has put many obstacles, lessons, hardships and stress in my life. He has toughened me up to do His work. He has caused me to study Demons and Evil Spirits – I believe so that I can fight them. I know this sounds crazy – but I am very proud of my idiosyncrasies – thank you. Sometimes I’m an idiot, sometimes I sin and sometimes I’m crazy – thus “idiosyncarsies” describes me well.

7. So here is my “FINAL WISHES LIST” for anyone who wants to volunteer to help make my dreams come true:

a. I want to make a book about my life but in the form of a Children’s Book – simple and silly. I need someone to work with me to illustrate it.

b. I want a web page or blog where I can post my progress and such – Kathryn???

c. I want someone(s) to help me write (dictate) goodby letters friends and family.

d. I want someone to help me with my will. I have a program but then what?

e. I want someone to compile my favorite music.

f. Can someone help walk my dogs later on when I can’t?

g. I need my business web page updated.

h. I need my photos organized.

i. I need my writings organized.

j. ANYTHING ELSE YOU CAN THINK OF??????

THANK YOU - I LOVE YOU!!!! REALLY!!! I DO!!!"

-Sandra

The Gerson Therapy

2011-03-31T01:11:00.000-07:00

I am putting all my faith into the Gerson Therapy. I have watched the documentary "The Beautiful Truth" a few times now and I believe it works. We are spending the night at "other mother's" tonight and I made her watch it with me. We even found out that they have a special treatment facility in Mexico that she can go to for an intensive 3 weeks. Bonus? That I get to go with her at no extra cost. We were pumped up tonight making grocery lists and plans for the future, until I read an article that says that this diet has never been successful in Leukemia patients. I was so devastated that I didn't share this with her.

Talking with Shane tonight, I realized that this is what I do....I put off the reality of what is happening until it smacks me right in the face. I did this when my mom got sick. I denied until she was actually gone and even then....I held on to the dream that she would die and then come back to life. I even read every book imaginable on the subject. I was SURE that heavenly father would never take away the one person that I loved more than anything in the world. He would never take away a young mother of 5 children. Well...it happened and my earth shattered and I shut down. I am doing that now. I don't want to talk about it, think about it...etc. The possibility of her dying isn't something I think about. Do I need to? I don't know. I don't know how to.

All I know is that....every thing that I regret I never did, said, showed my mother I will do with Sandra. Every hug, smile, laugh and memory, I will savor. This is going to be extremely hard for all of us. She will begin treatment at the same facility my mother did. The same place my mother died. I know this will bring about an insane amount of emotion and pain, but he has a "plan" right? I have to know he does and.....he does. No matter how much I fight it....he does.

It's taking everything I have in me right now to not run upstairs and get into bed with her right now and cry (and I have lots of times in the past). I hate having to be strong.

My "other mother"

2011-03-25T21:59:00.000-07:00

My "other mother", Grandma Sandra, was just diagnosed with leukemia for the second time.

The first time was 5 years or so ago and she made it out alive. This time....their prognosis is 3-6 months without treatment. She is still deciding what she wants to do. She could get a bone marrow transplant, but I don't know if she wants to fight anymore. All I know is that this spirit of mine just can't handle so much pain. She starts her treatments next week at the same hospital my mother did. My mother didn't make it out alive. I pray that Sandra does.

So if I seem detached, rude, sleepy, lost etc. you know why......

Malanisms

2011-03-23T15:14:00.000-07:00

Mae is a pretty imaginative little girl. If I don't write/type these things then I may just forget!

-"Lasterday" is "Yesterday", as in "Lasterday, I went swimming". Love it.

-Her favorite sayings-

"Nice and cruncious"... "Hellooo Gorgeous". She likes to say these things repeatedly and then giggles like crazy.

-She gets VERY upset if her brothers don't kiss AND hug her at least three times a day.

-She HAS to say the prayer at every mealtime. No one else is allowed.

-Sleeping Beauty has replaced Snow White and she's quick to tell you that Maleficent (the evil witch) cusses during the film. ("from the depths of hell")

she talks about "The Sleeping Death"....all the time and likes to pretend she is in this state and waits until one of us kisses her so she can awake.

Mae sings .....all the time.

Mae is obsessed with ballet. Talks about it all the time.

Books are her favorite thing. She can sit on the couch forever and just look at books and make up her own stories.

She is the most loving, thoughtful girl. Lasterday, she kept trekking back and forth from the bottom of our steep driveway, up to the house to bring me daffodils. One at a time. (I have 12 in the vase)

My favorite thing is when she grabs my face and says "i just love you so much".

She has to show everyone in the family when she looks cute.

These are just some of the many many "Malanisms" that we enjoy.

Play Doh

2011-03-22T14:46:00.000-07:00

Nothing like creative play to get that imagination going. I love Mae's imagination.

She can talk and talk and TALK about everything under the sun.

Today we made play doh and she played while I got caught up on the housework.

This girl loves to cook. Anytime I am in the kitchen, she's got to be right by my side. Rylan too, but he wont let me snap photos of him so readily.

Missy Mae and our family life VLOG...

2011-03-21T17:07:00.000-07:00

and NO....I do NOT approve of the song she loves.

Baseball season 2011

2011-03-20T20:43:00.001-07:00

Well....it's begun! We had a game on Saturday and our team lost. Strike that....we were massacred by the Cardinals. Big surprise there. All the good players are on that team. Well....except Brennan. Wink Wink. That's alright. This is how our team goes. We are always the underdogs in the beginning and then at the end....we end up in the finals. Woohoo...baseball.
Rylan is a Cubbie this year as well, with big daddy coaching. We are excited because this means Rylan gets to hit a ball that has been thrown...not from a tee.
Ps- I got to see sweet little Hope. Look at her! 6 weeks and quite the little chubby bubby. Swoon.